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SYMBOLOGY OF MY LANGUAGE
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fusion between the subject and the world on the basis of subjective term selection, poetic definition, and visual emotionality
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the words that I have been jotting down on a phone note since 2017 until now because of their beauty, but developed







carnation
A poisoned gift.
I give it to you so that my desire becomes your desire.

  compassion
Allowing a mirror to reflect another person's pain back at you.
consolation
Sharing sorrows to, in the form of a meeting, alleviate discomfort.
cool
Grace in gestures.
Factor related to initiation in the art of smoking.

crying
Regardless of the circumstances, feeling empty-handed.

cupid
The leader of The Love Mafia.

dagger
White weapon that only wounds with the tip.
desacralising
The cavern myth.



desire
Measure of life, since it is what happens between its appearance and its consumption.

devilish
Succumbing to desire, the 7 deadly sins, and the eternal possibility of forgiveness.


dispel
In the material abandonment of the world, finding out whether God exists or not.

 
eccentric
Behavior to generate discomfort to cishetero men.


ephemeral
The transience in the horizon of time.
epiphany
Pre-party announcement.

eternity
(They are getting to know each other)
faith
To trust with honesty in the possibilities of existence and the world.


fantasize
Imagining and reproducing desire through images.
flâneur 
The passerby who observes the city as if it were a stage.
fragility
To perceive life and death at the same time in a tangible element.
frivolous
The inability to delve into moments of beauty.


genuine
Living such an authentic experience that makes you believe in God.

heartbreak
Gap between reality and desire.
Watching the table being cleared before you've finished eating.

intemperance
Evocation
vs
Literality

intertwined
Agents of the memory.



introspection
Shelling the moments, one by one, so that they pass without remedy.

mass
The date with who for you is the most important person in the world.

melancholia
To be moved by your existence and to be moved by the existence of the other.
memory
Common thread in the construction of our life and identity. The narrator.



mini skirt
Sexy.

mochi
A toy turned dessert.

perpetuate
Leave witness that you were alive in the form of those who loved you.
petazetas
Malcolm in the Middle.


philosophy
Humanity that needs to find The Meaning.

pretentious
Fashion and Internet victim.

pristine
When in childhood we look at the world for the first time and there are things we can only ask by pointing a finger.
punk
It is characterized by its youthful protest character and its followers adopt unconventional attire and behavior.



purr
Selfless discovery of the Other.
Writing the word in capital letters even if it is not a proper name because I know it is for You.

ramble
An exercise in creative freedom in which the only limit is language.

sakura
When the sacred and the profane thread and merge.
showcase
To make a performance of our existence. I show you what I am but I beg your pardon because I'm sure I'm not that.


sommelier
The God of the 21st century since he is in charge of turning water into wine.

souvenir
The human tendency to try to recreate an image lost forever.
sunday
Melancholy day.
table talk
I call it being mediterranean.



tenderness
Photos of what has already happened. Also falling asleep in the back of the car.

together
The presence that makes you feel sacred, only to then move away and give you a convex surface that repels any feeling.

trasnochar
When the funniest and saddest thing happens at the same time.
utopia
La Siesta.
By Joaquín Sorolla y Bastida.